Happy Mother's Day

In a few minutes I have to go and wake Nikki, my first born, and have her take her ADHD medication. Since about age 4, she has always been the problem child. We argue constantly about homework, her messy room (understatement), chores that she can never seem to remember to do and if she does, she never does all that she's supposed to. You could tell the kid the sky is blue and she would argue that it is purple. She lies, steals, picks on her baby sister constantly... but as much as she makes my life a living hell sometimes, I wouldn't give her up for the world. She saved my life, so it's all I can do to make hers the best that I can. When I found out I was pregnant things were not going so well in my life (yes, she was a surprise). I was depressed, and on a path to self-destruction. If it weren't for Nikki, I'm positive I would not be here on this earth today. Having Nikki changed everything. My life suddenly had a purpose. It wasn't about me anymore. Now, I thank God every day for giving her to me. He obviously has a sense of humor, though. I'm pretty sure my mom would say what goes around comes around.

Then there's Amber. 15 and ALL teenager. Being a step-parent is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my entire life. From string bikinis to belly button piercings, I'm surprised I haven't completely lost my mind. I'm hanging in there, though and we're going to work through this. It's a work in progress so far, but I'm learning and hopefully she is too.

Last but certainly not least, my Cammie. This kid is the sweetest, most loving (and spoiled) little girl I have ever met in my life. She makes me laugh, she squeezes my cheekies, she kisses me on every inch of my face, and absolutely makes my life complete. Frank and I have decided not to have anymore kids and that is fine by me. I couldn't ask for anything more. Happy Mother's Day to all who know exactly what I'm talking about.